“Thank you for the past journey we did, where I was that little girl feeling so unseen, so desperately wanting to be noticed by those who love me, and feeling so hurt that it didn’t happen. I thought it was just associated with my parents, but I’m realizing that it’s a deep wound that I’ve carried throughout my life. And when something happens that triggers it, it’s a harrowing reopening of that wound.

The therapist you referred me to started helping me safely go there to start healing it. And it might’ve taken me much longer to get there had I not entered that journey under your guidance. I know it’s going to take work, but I want to heal, and so I’m going to do it.

Thank you for everything you did that night to help me journey so safely and deeply. I’m filled with immense gratitude. Hashem should bless you ad bli dai 🙏.”

“When we reached out to begin working with you, we were a mess.

My husband had recently shared with me that he’s been struggling with sex addiction for the past four years of our marriage. My husband did not have a job and I was leaning towards divorce.

Basically there was chaos and discord in our relationship and in our home. We felt distant and we were fighting and arguing basically every day.

We scheduled a consultation with you and that planted the seed for change. You shared that it is possible for us to have a loving, intimate, erotic relationship if we were willing to show up for each other.

Two days later my husband had his first session with you. A week later my husband was hired for an amazing job with major earning potential. Beyond our wildest dreams. It’s still a work in progress but my husband started taking responsibility for his part in the relationship. I began leaning more into my femininity.

My whole life I was told that the woman is responsible for the dynamic in the relationship between a man and woman. It felt so heavy, so lonely, so masculine to try and control and hold the relationship, and all the household responsibilities. It was too much.

And here you came and said to my husband, you take the lead, you take the responsibility, you show up. How liberating. How freeing. I began to find my breath. I began to feel safe in my home.

It’s not perfect but we began to feel some hope. That staying together is a possibility. That I can feel safe with my husband and call his bullshit when I see it. That he is lucky to have me and that I can be the princess in the fairy tale and in love in my marriage.

So thank you from the bottom of my heart for showing us this possibility.”

“Dear Saadya,

When we first met five months ago, I told you about my 27 years of excruciating pain and everything I did to try to alleviate it – including brain surgery, and years of Fentanyl, and every traditional and alternative treatment I could find.

I suffered greatly every day starting in my 20’s, through my 30’s, my 40’s, and now into my 50’s, and the thought of continuing on like that was devastating. I only recently learned about the healing potential of the type of medicine work that you do, and I am so thankful that I was led to you.

This is so hard to describe, but I had an experience in my first journey that made it unequivocally clear that my pain, however excruciating it is, has absolutely no meaning, and is nothing to fear. This truth has remained with me, and I am no longer suffering.

In my second journey I had the overwhelming realization that I have inside me an extremely strong inner self – one that has been with me all along and has gotten me through so much hardship in the best possible way.

Before this, I actually doubted that I even had a real core. Now I know with every cell of my body that I am capable of facing any challenge, and when I falter I know I will be whole and secure in the end.

And most importantly I learned this truth: despite all the diagnoses I have been given along the way, there is nothing wrong with me.

The journeys themselves were the most wonderful, magical, life-altering experiences. Your loving presence and guidance, the care and attention you gave to every detail, the way you held a safe and embracing space.

Before experiencing those journeys, I could never have understood how fundamentally they, along with our weekly meetings and my active processing in between, would change every aspect of my life.

In our coaching sessions you not only reinforce what I received from the journeys by giving me a container in which to integrate, but you guide me towards building on all those awarenesses, and continuously growing.

I am unpacking and examining deep sadnesses that have been living inside me for many decades, and one by one they are falling away. I am discovering so many walls that I had to build to protect myself, and those are coming down as well.

I am finally experiencing all the feelings in my body that I had repressed for so many years. I fully trust my self now – a concept I did not even begin to understand before.

My life with my husband, and with my daughter, have also changed in ways they never thought possible. The life I live now is universes away from the life I lived five months ago. I feel so much love around me that I never knew was there, and the gratitude I feel is overwhelming.

I am now awake, and I love my life so much.

With tremendous love and appreciation,”